i'm awake now

so the only reason i was able to stay awake during my shift last night was that about 3 hours ago, at almost 6am, somebody extubated themselves and then decided to code on us and it became my job to crack open the code cart (something i've never had to do before) and draw up rounds of epi.
i'm still shaking from it.
and don't worry, the baby's doing ok.
one more week and i'm going to be turned loose on the PICU sans preceptor, hide the children.